The last thing I was looking for was a relationship, then I laid eyes on a dancer at a nightclub and my entire world was flipped upside down. Kai is everything I’ve ever wanted, but shouldn’t have. I’m haunted by a past I can’t seem to break free from, and I’m not sure I can be the man Kai deserves. He makes me want to try, but I worry that I’m broken beyond repair.
“There was already a big enough stigma attached to being a go-go dancer, but add being a webcam model to the mix and people tended to assume things about me.” ~ Kai
School, dance, cam, repeat. My life was on a constant loop as I struggled to keep my head above water. After seeing Zander in the crowd while I was dancing, I knew I had to meet the handsome stranger who took my breath away. I don’t know if I’m the right man to help set him free from his pain, but I’m going to do everything I can to try and help him see that the past doesn’t have to define his future.
Lust at first sight is how you could describe the first meeting between Zander and Kai, as it was in a club, and Kai was Skylar, one of the go-go dancers there. Zander was watching, and was totally mesmerised watching Skylar dance.
Kai was equally mesmerised by Zander, and unusually for him he went back to Zanders house with him. It seems that Zander is only after a one night stand with Kai, but as the night wore in, it becomes obvious that Zander does feel something, but is totally against acting on this.
To be honest, with the way that Zander was looking on life, it didn't seem like there would ever be anything between them, and Zander seemed to be fighting hard to make sure it happened this way - and this is due to what happened to his previous love, which you find out.
Add into this a secret that Kai has, that someone inadvertently reveals to Zander and things seem to take a downward turn. However, Zander is starting to have feelings for Kai, and agrees to meet, and Kai explains almost everything that has happened to him.
Now Zander and Kai do begin a relationship, spending time together whenever they can, and things seem to be going well, but Kai also has another secret that could ultimately destroy everything he has with Zander.
A.T. Brennan, who also writes under the name Mandie Mills, is a romance and erotica author. A native of Ottawa, Canada, she enjoys picking up and moving from city to city every few years. A former member of the Canadian Armed Forces, current entrepreneur and freelance writer, she enjoys spending her days working on her many projects and her nights writing and not getting enough sleep. Currently she lives on Canada's East Coast with her family, both two- and four-legged. She enjoys collecting books and exploring the different sides of romance and romantic expression in her works.
You can visit her at www.mandiemillsauthor.com, or on Facebook at A.T. Brennan Author, and also at Author Mandie Mills.
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