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Nathans Facade A short story about the power of first love at first sight a modern day fairytale. What if the walls came tumbling down. What then? An architect and construction worker meet and fall hard for one another. When certain circumstances arise they are pulled apart. Can they find their way back to each other, or are they destined to be alone? With the help of a mysterious old woman and a newly formed family of great friends and odd ball characters, they may just stand a chance! Nathan is the hottest young architect around and a greatly sought after as he is the most eligible trust fund bachelor playboy. Everyone wants a piece of him and many seek out his artistry. Nathan however is lonely and keeping a very big secret from the entire world. He is kind and shy and is always afraid in the back of his mind that he will once again loose everything that matters to him in life, as he did once before. Joe is a construction worker who is large and in charge. He is what he is and doesnt hide a thing, except how empty he his life has began to feel. He is tired of one night stands and desperately yearns for something deep and real, a love that will last, and a relationship beyond the physical. He also has a desire to know the finer things in life, he wants to drink wine and know if it is a good vintage, he wants to look at paintings and understand their secret language, he wants a better life where poverty is a distant memory. He would happily and thankfully however, settle for true love even if he never gets the rest. When these two meet, lives and emotions collide and great transformation is around the bend and life will never be the same for either men. Will these two unlikely lovers be able to overcome their differences? Why do both men feel like they have met each other, upon first glance? Will Nathaniel let go and let Joseph knock down the walls of his careful facade to come in? If he does, what will the fall out be? A Mystic Born into the wrong century and on the wrong continent, L.C. Bellami somehow ended up being born and raised in Texas. He was born into a family which has long been in The Ministry. Religion and Spirituality play a part in all that he is, though as a proud Queer he has a far different perspective about life than most people. He was raised loving Literature and The Arts. After Deciding traditional education was not serving him all that well, he enrolled in vocational school and became an Alternative Health Practitioner; and later went on to become an Ordained Minister. He had many interests growing up and many dreams that never came to fruition; however one dream never left him. The desire to be a published author has been a life long aspiration. As a Survivor of abuse and bullying he loved to escape into books, movies, and music. Stories were and still are a lifeline that takes him to a brighter place. His goals as a writer are as follows; to write the stories he always wanted to read as a young queer man and never had, to bring the awareness of God and Spirit to people with a new perspective, and to help people understand that sexuality is neither wrong or without sacredness and beauty! Meet the characters of Nathan's Facade.... Nathaniel Langly is the hottest young architect in Chicago. Sought after by everyone and caught by none. In fact dating none, as in ever; not really, he goes on fake dates four times a week, and the evening always ends after dinner. Despite his status, his business achievements, and his talents, he is shy, kind, gentle, soft spoken, and utterly hopeless when it comes to seeking what he really wants, what he really needs. A big strong man to come in and share his life with him, and a big strong hand on his behind. He never had a father to show him how to be a man and he has always wanted a father figure, a father figure with benefits. Unlike the circles he runs with, he doesnât care about money, prestige, or any part of the superficial facades that the upper class concern themselves with in desperate attempts to hold on to their fortunes, and distract themselves from the miseries in their own lives. The fact that Nathaniel looks like the love child of Emmet Cullen and Clark Kent, with a side of Michael Angelos David doesnt always help him in his personal life, though it most likely did get him his first few jobs that made his career. He doesnt think of himself as all that attractive though a lot of people tell him that he is. When he looks in the mirror all he sees is hopelessness and what he doesnt have. Despite this fact, he always finds a way to put a smile on face, ever the professional and soldier on through all the lonely nights. Until he meets Joseph and his world to changes almost overnight. Joseph Hays is a usually quiet, very intense construction worker with a longing to better his life and situation. Not that he minds hard work and anyone can see that. Hard work turned him into one of the hottest men ever to walk the earth. He is the definition of tall, dark, and handsome. He is not shy about who and what he is either, which despite the differences from his co-workers earned him some respect. While the other men cat call women to no end, he himself cat calls young college age boys confusing some, infuriating others, and making a few feel orgasmic when he looks their way. He is the manifestation of what it would look like if you crossed Eros and Adonis the Lords of sex and beauty, with the dark knight on his black steed, and then threw in a little cowboy for good measure; did I mention he was born and raised in Texas, and they really do grow them Bigger in Texas! He moved to Chicago at sixteen. A couple of his peers and exes would describe him as a blue collar god. He likes guys a little younger than himself. They are more open and more malleable then men his age, who seem so stuck in their ways. His friends often call him Smokey Joe because his sexual attractiveness is evident even to his straight fellow co-workers. Smokey Joe doesnt exactly refer to a cup of coffee, but alludes to the fact that Joe is smoking Hot. He wants someone to share his life with. He is tired of the occasional one night stands. He wants to be adored by one person who he considers truly worthy of his time, attention, skills, and oh yes, actual Love! He also wants someone to let him take control in the bed room, and also to show him the finer things in life that he longs to know! This book will be available in January of 2015 for purchase Nathan's Facade playlist https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLMPFNQJC9FoIaXdxRZNxBdnIXlruDYbvg Giveaway for this tour... Surprise Swag pack full of goodies unique to the story provided by the Author Ebook copy of Nathan's Facade (2 winners)
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Book Title: His Beautiful Samurai Author: Sedonia Guillone Publisher: Ai Press; 2 edition (May 14, 2013) Book Length: 216 pages Genre: M/M; Mystery; Romantic Suspense Book Blurb: Sex and murder don’t mix but Detective Toshiro Genjin and psychic John Holmes do… John Holmes comes to Tokyo to help stop a killer. Through the use of his psychic abilities, he can help find out things that no one else sees. Toshi is a policeman who reluctantly accepts John's help, but from their first touch, John knows he wants more than that. He wants all Toshi can give him, and the heat between them surprises, and delights him. The modern killer, a historical murder of two samurai, and Toshi's need to honor other commitments combine to make the blooming love between John and Toshi difficult. And dangerous. The more deeply they delve into the past, the more unsure the future looks. Could the heat between them be the only thing that can solve the mystery, despite all of the difficulties that stand in their way? Can they find a way to keep what is most precious to them? Haunting and powerful, His Beautiful Samurai is a murder mystery, a romance, and a study in the supernatural. Get your hands on it today! My boyfriend and I recently watched this documentary, Chris and Don: A Love Story about the famed, decades-long partnership between Christopher Isherwood (who is one of my absolute favorite authors! A Single Man, Christopher and His Kind et al), and Don Bachardy who was 30 years younger than Isherwood. I was deeply moved. Christopher and Don first met when Don was sixteen and Isherwood was 36. Their romance began not long afterward. One of the things that touched me was that for Don, Isherwood was his one and only major relationship (this was true for Isherwood as well) and the influence Isherwood had on his formation on a human being was profound and beautiful, even down to the way Don spoke - with an English accent and with Isherwood's inflections of speech as if Isherwood were speaking through him. What came through so strongly and touchingly as well, told through excerpts read from Isherwood's private journal and from Don Bachardy (who was still alive at the making of the film, Isherwood passed away in 1986) was how for Isherwood, being the older person in the relationship was, first, absolutely enchanted with Don and how for Isherwood, his love for Don was, in his own words, his spiritual path to enlightenment. I know from reading My Guru and His Disciple where Isherwood chronicles his years as the disciple of Swami Prabhavananda who practiced chastity, Christopher Isherwood could never bring himself to do the same. He felt strongly pulled to be in relationship with a partner, that it was deeply in his nature, not to be ignored or snuffed out. For him, his relationship with Don was his path. Later on, as I reflected more and more on that, it hit me - that's exactly what I've been working so hard to portray in my own writing! To bridge the gap that pervades so much of thinking and approach to sexuality, that somehow it's different, separate, lower than spirit. Healing that gap is what my own life's path has led me to begin to understand and because it's so important to me, I endeavor to bring that healing into my stories, most blatantly (I guess that's the right word) in my White Tigers series wherein the characters practice the sexual Tao and when one of them meets their soulmate, they become partners and practice together. Their love and mutual attraction become the very fodder needed to bring their minds to the understanding of reality. GMR 4 STAR REVIEW!!! John Holmes has psychic abilities and this comes in very handy when he goes to Tokyo to stop a cold blooded killer. Toshi is a detective in the case and he reluctantly accepts John's help. John can feel the heat between himself and Toshi and their connection is so on fire. The killer is on the loose and these two men have to work together to stop him before he strikes again. I enjoyed this story and loved the historical element that the author included. This was a great M/M Japanese thriller and the romance between these men was sizzling hot. When they touched for the first time I found that so emotionally hot and set the stage for an amazing connection between John and Toshi. I thought the paranormal aspect in the novel was great and very smooth the way the author introduced it into the story. The historical part of the novel set in the 1800's Japan between two Samurais was so brilliantly done and I found myself instantly connected to this part of the story. The story of a secret and unconditional love was so beautiful and I felt their undeniable connection instantly. The flashbacks in the novel was very easy to follow and not confusing as sometimes that happens in other novels. I loved the story of two men from different backgrounds meet and find love all the while searching for a cold blooded killer. This was very well done and I recommend it!!! Excerpt: Boston, Massachusetts “In other world news tonight, in Tokyo, Japan, a serial killer has been terrorizing the eastern portion of the city for the last six months.” John reached out to switch off the set, but something held him back. “The Ronin Killer, has been dubbed so by Tokyo Metropolitan Police because of the use of a samurai sword to spear his victims.” John sat at full attention, uncertain whether it was the military man in him, or the empathic psychic. Old habits didn’t just die hard, they went kicking and screaming. He stared at the screen. Police were loading sheet-covered corpses, apparently two bodies together, into the medical van outside of what appeared to be a fancy hotel. The top of the sheet protruded upward, attesting to the sword. It was obvious the killer had skewered his victims together. Christ… “The Ronin Killer, so named after the masterless samurai warriors of Japan,” the anchorwoman went on, “refers to the manner in which the killer chooses his victims, seemingly at random, and then murders them with a samurai weapon. Police have been frustrated in the efforts to capture the Ronin Killer before his next strike. Their only clue is the manner in which two victims are killed at once, either in an embrace or during sexual intercourse.” “Damn,” John murmured, a sick feeling rising in his gut. He continued to watch the footage. “Police Inspectors Natsuka Yamamoto and Toshiro Genjin of the Criminal Investigation Bureau have been on the case since the first victims appeared nearly six months ago. They refused to comment on the string of murders.” The cameras zoomed in on the two men. They were leaving the building. A middle-aged, shorter man walked in front of the other detective, seeming to shield him, but the cameras managed to catch glimpses of the second detective. A few seconds sufficed for John to see that the younger man was slim and handsome. John’s heart sped up slightly. The detective’s ebony hair framed an angular face in sexy layers that curled over his collar. John watched the screen, his gaze glued on the taller figure of the young detective until he was no longer visible. The segment ended and John switched off the set. He shook his head. There was a time when he would have immediately booked a flight to Tokyo and turned up at the police station, offering his services to catch the killer. Hell, that Japanese detective was almost good-looking enough to pull him from his rest cure. However, his nerves were still shot from the series of cases he’d worked on with police over the last few years. Four months hadn’t proved to be enough of a vacation. His hands had only stopped shaking in the last week. He pushed the image of that guy from his mind, fighting back the nagging spirals of heat whispering about in his long-neglected groin area. John Holmes filled his days with walks in the park, counseling at the VA, and whatever leisure and athletic activities would keep him fit between reading trashy detective novels and staring into space. No antique stores for him, nor any other place where the lives of the dead could crash in on him. No touching other people so he could experience all their grief and anguish and learn their deepest secrets. He didn’t even take his reading material from the library or get it at used bookstores because he’d sense the lives of the people who’d touched the book before him. He was resting until his own soul told him he was ready again. Author Bio: Multi-published, award-nominated author, Sedonia Guillone is the owner-operator of Ai Press, publisher of erotic romances in all genres. Please come and visit! http://www.ai-press.net/his-beautiful-samurai/ She lives on the water in Florida with a Renaissance man who paints, writes poetry and tells her she's the sweetest nymph he's ever met. When she's not writing erotic romance, she loves watching spaghetti westerns, Jet Li and samurai flicks, cuddling, and eating chocolate. She writes both man/man and man/woman erotic romances and hopes you'll find something you like! Email: [email protected] Angel Of Darkness Tyler May Genre: MM, Paranormal, Vampires Released: November 22, 2014 Hot Ink Press 264 Pages GMR 5 Star Review Blurb: “Sleep, my boy, our time is coming soon.” As a boy, Christian Bowman was obsessed with vampires and the paranormal. After a tragic event in his life, he found solace in reading and dreaming of the dark and mysterious tales. Now twenty-one, his fantasy becomes a reality when he meets Zander―a blind vampire. Christian now has the chance to live the fantasy that up until now, he has only been able to dream about. Will his dream turn into a nightmare when he sees just how dark and dangerous a real vampire's world can be? Christian is in love with his Angel of Darkness. But is their love strong enough to withstand obstacles that come with loving a vampire? And more importantly, is there a happily-ever-after in a vampire's world? A vampire and a soul that never died; Darkness stole their past, but can his light save their future? M/M paranormal erotic romance. Not suitable for readers under 18, due to language and explicit sexual situations. GMR 5 STAR REVIEW!!! Christian Bowman has a huge obsession with the paranormal life and of course sexy vampires. He had a traumatic thing happen in his life so this was his escape. His true fantasies might be coming to life as he meets Zander whose a blind vampire. Christian has always wanted to delve into this paranormal life but is he actually ready for everything this new life will bring? The dream of being with a vampire might turn out to be more than he bargained for in a life of dangerous paranormal creatures. Christian Bowman has a huge obsession with the paranormal life and of course sexy vampires. He had a traumatic thing happen in his life so this was his escape. His true fantasies might be coming to life as he meets Zander whose a blind vampire. Christian has always wanted to delve into this paranormal life but is he actually ready for everything this new life will bring? The dream of being with a vampire might turn out to be more than he bargained for in a life of dangerous paranormal creatures. Can Christian and Zanders love for each other be enough to survive what's heading their way? Christian has been on his own for a long time due to a tragic family event. Zander is a hot sexy vampire and he's blind plus he is a vampire leader. He has been waiting along time for his soul mate who is Christian but he had to wait until he became the right age. Zander has been watching over Christian ever since his family was killed and made sure that no one ever tried to hurt him and the was always there to protect his beautiful Christian. I loved the way Zander has always been watching over Christian ever since his parents passed away. I found it so beautiful and sweet the way he was protecting Christian and waited until he was of age to introduce the vampire life to him. I just loved their connection and how much Zander did everything to protect his soul mate. You will love to read how Zander brings Christian into the paranormal world and how he teaches him this new life as its not all fun and games as there are evil creatures read to attack the young man. I completely enjoyed my first book by Tyler May. The unique and beautiful story that she has created was a pleasure to read and look forward to her other works. Her detailed description of this vampire world was so brilliantly written as I felt I was actually in it. The way she developed these beautiful characters and even the sub-characters were so amazing to read about. I for one was completely absorbed right away and didn't want this story to end anytime soon. I highly recommend this beautiful story...Angel of Darkness by Taylor May for everyone who loves reading about hot, sexy vampires and the paranormal world as much as I do! Tyler May was born and raised in the great state of Michigan, and still happily resides there. She is a stay at home mom to her three beautiful children. Tyler’s passion for reading came later in life when she found a love in romance novels, more specifically the male/male genre. After drawing inspiration from some wonderful authors and encouragement from friends and family; she penned her first full length novel: Angel of Darkness. Tyler draws inspiration from the simple things in life and will never take that for granted. Since Tyler is a LBGT author, she has three hopes when a reader picks up her book(s): She hopes that her books will teach tolerance and equality. She hopes to convey the truth behind the infamous saying, “love is love.” She hopes that the book is more than a story―that’s it a journey with an important message. Tyler’s favorite quote and something she always has tucked in the back of her mind as she writes her fictions: “Everything you can imagine is real.”―Picasso. Looking At Forever Ann Lister Released: November 29, 2014 Genre: MM / Musicians GMR 5 STAR REVIEW Mick Wheland, Ivory Tower's bad-boy guitarist, has recently realized two important things about himself. He prefers sex with men over women, and the idea of a committed relationship doesn't scare him as much as it once did. He's seen the positive effects of love from watching his band-mates find life partners, and now he's thinking he might be ready for the same himself. The problem is knowing where to look for Mr. Right, and living out of a suitcase while touring with a band is not exactly conducive to finding real love. Sonny (Rooster) Roostarelli leaves the seclusion of his Vancouver cabin, where he went to lick his wounds after a contentious divorce, and moves back to Los Angeles. He claims relocating to L.A. is for business purposes, but now that the dust has settled on his failed marriage, Rooster feels he might finally be ready to settle down – with a man. A chance encounter for Wheland and Rooster on a busy L.A. street rekindles an old friendship between the two professional musicians. Rooster needs a short-term place to stay and Wheland has plenty of extra space at his hillside estate and that lands Rooster in Wheland's guest room. What starts out as a music collaboration opportunity quickly turns personal when the chemistry they have becomes too strong to ignore and soon the music they're making spills from the studio and into the bedroom. The road is a grueling bitch musicians love to hate. Being on stage under the hot lights can sometimes be the only place they feel comfortable and alive. Can two high-profile rock stars make a life together in such an artificial world – on and off the stage... or will past mistakes and family secrets keep them from finding their forever? MEET WHELAN & SONNY GMR 5 STAR REVIEW Looking At Forever-Book 4 in The Rock Gods Series by Ann Lister!!! Ivory Towers guitarist Mick Wheland knows for sure that he likes sex with men now and he's ready for a committed relationship. He see's what others have and wants a relationship for himself now but the only problem is how does he go about finding Mr. Right. His lifestyle of being on tour, city to city doesn't exactly make for the greatest foundation of finding the love of his life. Sonny aka Rooster is getting over a very painful divorce and leaves his Vancouver cabin for Los Angeles. Now that he's getting past his failed marriage, he's completely ready to find love again but the big question, with who? He runs into Wheland in L.A. and their old friendship they once shared is now rekindled. Rooster has no place to stay so Wheland invites him to stay at his mansion and this is where the juicy stuff starts. At first they connect on a combined loved for music but this leads into much more than just friends. I was so thrilled that Ann Lister brought back the boys from the first three books as it wouldn't be a Rock God novel without them. I truly loved how Ann has developed this series (The Rock Gods) and the newest novel in the series is simply amazing. I love the hot and steamy connection between these characters and how Ann brings them and their love for each other to life. Ann's details of this MM love and the rock world is simply brilliant and so incredibly well done. The way she tells their story with Wheland experiencing a committed relationship with a man for the first time and even though Rooster has been out for some time now that this is also his first long-term relationship was just so well written. I found myself completely attached to these characters and how they grow as gay men and develop such a beautiful relationship together was so beautifully told. This book was such an incredible page turner and you won't ever want it to end as you completely get swept up into their relationship and love for each other. This is something that doesn't always happen in every novel so I give the author lots of credit for accomplishing this. I highly recommend Looking At Forever for anyone who loves to read about the rock world, hot gay sex, drama, beautiful pure love and brilliant writing than this is the novel for you. Amazon Bestselling Author, Ann Lister is a native New Englander currently living on the island of Martha's Vineyard. Her nearly two decades working in video production gave her the behind-the-scenes inspiration for many of her rock star romance novels. In 2013 Ann released Fall For Me, Book One in a new series, The Rock Gods. Fall For Me was her first full-length gay romance and it was a Finalist in the 2013 Rainbow Awards. Book Two in the Rock Gods series, Take What You Want, released in Fall of 2013. Book Three in this series, Make You Mine, released in May of 2014. Return To Me James Oliver French Released: November 23, 2014 GMR 5 Star Review What would you do if the man you loved vanished without a trace? Kyle and Todd meet at a party in their freshman year at college. They fall in lust at first sight, then deep in love. In spite of Kyle’s melancholy past, their future together looks bright. Then Kyle disappears, leaving Todd heartbroken and alone, and their dreams in ruins. Fifteen years later, Todd is a successful but lonely psychiatrist. He still hasn’t come to terms with the loss of his first love. When a dangerous amnesiac arrives at the hospital, Todd is forced to confront the past, and is driven to find answers to the questions that have haunted him all these years. GMR 5 STAR REVIEW!!! Return To Me by James Oliver French! In their freshman year of college is where Kyle and Todd meet. They fall for each other in the hottest sexual way and then they fall madly in love with each other. Kyle disappears and this completely devastates and crushes Todd's heart. Now jump 15 years later and Todd is a very successful psychiatrist but he leads a very lonely life. He has never gotten over his love for Kyle and how he vanished from his life. I enjoyed very much how this novel was written in two parts. The first part is from Todd's POV on how he meets and falls madly in love with Kyle. These boys come from very different backgrounds to say the least. Kyle comes from a very religious family and he is kicked out of the home for being gay. Todd comes from a very loving and accepting family and gives him the strength to be who he actually is. So when they meet, sparks fly and they become the amazing couple that everyone loves. They plan a future of love, marriage and possibly kids and everything is going perfect for this beautiful loving couple. Now Kyle vanishes without a trace and leaves behind a broken hearted and a completely devastated Todd. The second part finds Todd 15 years later. He is very successful and financially secure but there is still a hole in his heart which he hasn't been able to fill. Then he meets Simon at a convention and now Todd thinks maybe his heart can be healed with Simon. Just as he was letting go of his past with Kyle and trying to move on, a dangerous patient arrives at the psychiatric hospital. This man has some brain damage and holds no memories of his past except for a few pieces here and there. Todd is very reluctant to treat him but he needs to know what happened 15 years ago in order to move on with his life with Simon. This is where the story gets so heartbreaking as Todd investigated what took Kyle away from him so many years ago. The answers are so shocking and heartbreaking as I found it ripping away at my heart. This story affected me in so many ways and the emotions that I went through reading it was just simply amazing. This author has written one of the most brilliant and heartfelt stories. I loved the writing style in this book, the characters he created and the heart wrenching angst was just so amazing. I loved this novel from page one to the very end! Will Todd find the true answers he is looking for and at what cost? Who will Todd end up with or will he be alone again? Can his relationship with Simon survive this? Will Todd and Kyle have the HEA they so desperately deserve? I highly recommend this beautiful story of love, acceptance, heartbreak, drama, intrigue and forgiveness.....Return To Me by James Oliver French! I’m not the most gregarious guy, so it took a whole lot of convincing from my roommate Lee for me to come along with him to the party tonight. After I finally gave in, he thought it might be best if we had a couple of socially lubricating drinks in our dorm room before heading out, so that I wouldn’t be too socially awkward. What a dick! As I stare across the heaving hordes of partying students, I ask myself, “Why was I so hesitant?” This party is off the hook and I'm wasted … such a good feeling. A girl trips and falls onto me, spilling her drink all over my new shirt. I catch her and she stares deep into my eyes like I’m her savior. “I’m sorry, but I’m gay,” I try to shout over the noise of the crowd. She slurs, “Hey, Ray. I’m Kirsty.” She belches and almost vomits, but swallows it back down. Not sexy! “No, I’m gay,” I shout even louder in her ear. “You’re what?” she yells, cupping a hand to her ear. “Never mind,” I say and walk off, much to her annoyance. I need to get my shirt dry, and our little conversation was clearly going nowhere. I squeeze my way through the crowds, and it takes two laps through the house to find the bathroom. I finally have a good look at the damage to my shirt. That stupid cow was drinking cherry cola and the fabric is stained deep red. My t-shirt is ruined. I take it off and try to rinse it under the tap. The world starts spinning and I wobble on my feet. I have to grab hold of the hand basin to steady myself. Wowzers, I’m drunk. The cola washes out, but leaves behind a bright pink smudge that looks like it’s here to stay. Now my shirt is not only stained, but also drenched. Smart move, Todd. What was it again that everybody always says about alcohol and making unwise decisions? The bathroom door swings open, and a hot guy with a short military-style haircut, wearing dark blue jeans and a black singlet, walks in while undoing his zipper. He pulls out his johnson before he realizes that he’s got company, and startles when he notices me. I take a step back in surprise too. My eyes drop straight to his crotch and he stares at my bare torso. “Sorry, man. Didn’t know anybody was in here,” he apologizes. He zips up his pants, leaves the room and closes the door behind him in a hurry. I just saw another guy’s dick. Score! I mean, I’ve seen other guys naked before, obviously. But if I’m going to be honest, mostly in porn videos, almost never in real life. I hope he didn’t catch me staring. I do my best to wring out every drop of water from my t-shirt, then put it back on. It used to cling to my body and make me feel sexy, but now it’s creased and baggy. I look like a homeless person. Ah well, who cares! I’m here to have a good time, right? Lee finds me lurking in the hallway and drags me into the crowds. “Where are we going?” I say, ducking out the path of a flying wad of toilet paper. “To dance off the alcohol. You’ll thank me tomorrow.” He smiles and leads me into the belly of the house, where the lights are down low and the music is pumping. Within minutes, Lee has his tongue down the throat of some girl he just met. I know he’s going to regret taking her home with him tonight, which he inevitably always does. Probably safer if I don’t go back to our room until tomorrow morning. I’d rather not have to try sleep through the sounds of them doing the nasty. For a long time I don’t notice the guy staring at me from across the room. He winks, and I smile back bashfully. I’m not used to getting attention from the hottest guy in the room … or any guy, for that matter. Wait a second … he’s the one who flashed me in the toilets! Standing there in his black singlet, showing off his muscled arms, and swaying to the music: just oozing cool. I cross the dance floor, never breaking eye contact with my handsome admirer. “Hey,” I say. “Hey, I’m Kyle.” We shake hands. He’s got a strong grip. I wonder how it would feel wrapped around my dick. Whoa! Where did that come from? Is this the alcohol talking? I’m still a virgin! The furthest I’ve ever gone was heavy petting. I’m a good Christian boy, after all. In high school, my boyfriend and I pledged “no sex before marriage” chastity vows. We even gave each other those stupid promise rings that everyone was wearing a few years back. “I’m Todd.” “I’m a big fan of the comics,” he shouts in my ear. Kyle points at my stained t-shirt with a picture of the Wolverine from X-Men on it. I’ve never met anyone my age who’s even heard about the comic books, let alone been a fan of them. Most people my age are fans of the movies, which don’t even come near to portraying the true depth of the characters and meaningful story arcs. They’re only interested in the cool mutant powers. “It’s ruined, though.” I rub at the pink stain. “I have to apologize for barging in on you in the bathroom earlier.” “There’s no need,” I assure him, putting my hands on his hips. He smiles and we draw closer together. We dance for over an hour without saying a word to one another. It’s too noisy to have a conversation anyway. The packed room means that we can grind up against each other without being inappropriate in public, same as all the other couples in the room. I can feel the bulge of his erection rubbing against mine through my jeans. Our lips connect and almost magnetically lock together. Our tongues dance while our bodies merge into one. His kiss electrifies me. I glance around the room filled with other couples kissing and drunk singles staring with envious eyes at their hooked-up friends. Kyle touches my cheeks with his fingertips and guides my lips back to his. Goosebumps spread across my skin as he touches me. It’s as if nothing exists in the room except the two of us. Bright light explodes all around us and illuminates the entire room. There’s a deafening silence as the music stops abruptly. Everyone in the room shields their eyes and looks around, filled with indignation. “Okay, kids, it’s time to wrap this up,” booms the stern voice of a police officer. Several members of the riot squad show up behind him. Girls start screaming and rushing for the doors. There must have been a hell of a lot of underage drinking going on, because I’ve never seen so many people swarming for the nearest exit in my entire life. It doesn’t dawn on me immediately, but I’m on the honor roll and need to get out of Dodge, pronto. Getting arrested at a party isn’t going to look great on my med school application. Kyle whispers in my ear, “If I lose you in the crowd—” just as a line of girls pushes their way between us and through the crowd. Kyle is pulled away as we’re swept apart by the sea of people. “Meet you where?” The pandemonium going on around us drowns out my words. I lose sight of him and then he’s gone. I stand there in disbelief. “Move, asshole!” A girl snaps at me as she shoves past. I recognize her from earlier. Kirsty is dragging a skinny nerd by the hand, a guy so drunk he can barely keep his eyes open. She’s found her prey, and boy is she going to be disappointed when he passes out on top of her tonight. I guess that’s what we’re at college for—to live and learn, right? I follow the masses out onto the street and decide to take a shortcut through a nearby park. Now I see why the police were called out. A bunch of imbeciles had started throwing bottles at the neighbors’ houses and trashed one of the cars parked on the street. Our night of drunken debauchery has officially drawn to a close. It’s been fun, but now it’s time to go home. Then I remember—I don’t want to see Lee having sex ever again. Once was enough to scar me for life. I’ll take a walk home and go the scenic route. That should help kill a few hours and burn off what’s left of the alcohol in my system. James grew up in South Africa and immigrated to Christchurch in Aotearoa several years ago, where he now lives with his wonderful partner. He has been a writer since his early teens, and has written numerous screenplays and short stories for his own enjoyment. When he isn't hard at work writing, he'll either be seeking inner zen at a yoga class or trying to satisfy his insatiable appetite for good film and television. |
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